Gorge! <3 I need to be somewhere like this!
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Life keeps on moving even when my heart has stopped. This world keeps spinning, even when your love has left my heart. Time’s not affected when you decide to just be still. My thoughts are holding me against my will…
— City Lights, Nikki and Rich
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Regret is an odd emotion because it comes only upon reflection. Regret lacks immediacy, and so its power seldom influences events when it could do some good.
— William O’Rourke (via creatingaquietmind)
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I’d Rather Go Blind
Something told me it was over
when I saw you and her talking,
Something deep down in my soul said, ´Cry Girl´,
when I saw you and that girl, walking out.
I would rather, I would rather go blind boy,
Than to see you, walk away from me child, and all.
Ooooo So you see, I love you so much
That I don’t want to watch you leave me baby,
Most of all, I just don’t, I just don’t want to be free no
I was just, I was just, I was just sitting here thinking
Of your kisses and your warm embrace, yeah,
When the reflection in the glass that I held to my lips now baby,
Revealed the tears that was on my face, yeah.
And baby, baby, I would rather be blind boy
Than to see you walk away, see you walk away from me, yeah
Baby, baby, baby, I’d rather be blind now
- Etta James
* Just cuz it came on my pandora.
“Drown Myself In Thoughts of You”
That’s a line from a Keri Hilson song. But it’s kinda how I feel. The last two days have been absolutely crazy. First I had a crazy dream abt him. Then, out of the blue, I got a follow request. I went to bed with my mind purposefully occupied with thoughts of someone else. Didn’t help. I had two dreams about him last night. In one of the three dreams we were getting married, but it was weird and I was so scared. In another he was marrying that girl & moving to where she lived. I don’t remember what happend in the third dream. Today I woke up and the thoughts of him were so vivid so thick. He was a dense fog that surrounded me. I almost wanted to email him & ask if he was moving. Or text him to ask how things are going. I just miss him today. I miss our conversations, the silly things we’d do when we hung out, the way he held me…everything. But that’s the wrong feeling for me to express. I’m not allowed to say that kinda shit. Because seeing the evil that lives in the person u loved for almost a decade negates every good memory you have of them right? I wish it was that simple for me.
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I want you to know, that I’m happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I’m sure she’d make a really excellent mother
‘cause the love that you gave that we made wasn’t able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you’d hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you’re still alive
And I’m here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It’s not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I’m not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
‘cause the love that you gave that we made wasn’t able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you’d hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you’re still alive
And I’m here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It’s not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
‘cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I’m not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else’s back
I hope you feel it…well can you feel it
Well, I’m here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It’s not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
— You Oughta Know, Alanis Morissette
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So since I’m not your everything, how about I’ll be nothing. Nothing at all to you!
— Bey
